CHORUS (twice)
I'm so
hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
for giving all because of my beliefs
I'm no
body that you ever want to be
cuz I know that the world is afraid of me
Monoxide Child:
Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate, or just hate me
but there's nothing you can do to me lately
now I'm greatly accepted in the mind, so I'm confused and intertwined
from being rejected so many times, I want to leave it all behind
so kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
I wanna tell you homies that these motherfuckers will die for us
why so many questions, fingers point for answers,
suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture of green grass up to my neck in situations its too fast to think about it, most people can dream about it,
a hundred million miles in ever single second and every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence!
Reminisce from the descendants of past-tresses will embark on a journey that will stay in mind forever
thats how its laying over on my side of the fence,
regardless of the circumstances or the consequence
CHORUS (twice)
I'm so
hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
for giving all because of my beliefs
I'm no
body that you ever want to be
cuz I know that the world is afraid of me
Jamie Madrox:
I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest motherfucker, and shit
I don't pretend to be
and why I am the way am is not a mystery
my mind's not in proper working order we're in therapy
deranged, confused and mentally abused like
hanging on the streets
so what the fuck I got to lose?
and what the fuck I got to prove to you?
if you don't know me by now
you'll never know me
you can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
and I relate to the broken bleeding hard luck killed
and I awaited in the shadows
awake in the dark
hoping to talk to the past on
I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess
indecisive,
fading away
I'm outta touch with society
living today
never relied on my sanity
I threw it away
to become the maniac that's got your attention today
CHORUS (twice)
I'm so
hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
for giving all because of my beliefs
I'm no
body that you ever want to be
cuz I know that the world is afraid of me
Monoxide Child:
can you keep a secret?
well I'm afraid of the world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
but I'm still alive
and been floating since 95
with my chin held high
but I'm so dead inside
that the problems just roll on up back to a pile because its just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now
and I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again and the next day It's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in
Jamie Madrox:
I took a look at myself and
came to grips with what I found
it was a vision of a child disturbed and broke down
no soul, no heart, cuz I gave it away
no time for feeling sorry
I'll grieve another day
and all those tears are stored in storm clouds that
hover above me
and cover the ugly
continue to haunt me when I was feeling low
thats the same reason I hold on and never let go
CHORUS (out)
I'm so
hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
for giving all because of my beliefs
I'm no
body that you ever want to be
cuz I know that the world is afraid of me